Letters to Hootoo - Plans

I feel so unprepared for you on days like this. I didn’t eat right, had too many naps and feel an overall insecurity. On one hand, your impending presence makes me more motivated to complete school and fight hard to achieve that goal, but on the other hand I feel as though I’m doing it at our expense. At 31, my plan is already falling apart. It’s a full moon, and that reminds me that despite life, I can trust that some things will remain constant: I love you, your Dad loves you, Dad and I love each other and we’ll be going through life together. There will be plenty of full moons and memories and I’ll try hard to remember what’s important. Especially on days like this.